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Fear of success--part 2: Childhood traumas--sins of omissioni and comission and the AI synthesis of their impact

These are the childhood traumas which still haunt my negative thinking: 1. Being chosen by my teacher in third grade to be the lead in the operetta "Around the World in 80 days" with my class. Mom's response: Be sure to start memorizing your lines so you don't forget them..." so I think recognition of talent became a task requiring perfection to avoid embarrassment of failing in public. 2. 6th grade prize for the best autobiography in my class. Parent's response. That's nice. 3. Pitched a perfect game and hit a grand slam home run my last year in Little League resulting in my photo and an article in the local newspaper. My dad's response "Don't get a big head". 4. Won a scholarship to Phillips Exeter Academy as freshman in HS. (to be fair parents could not afford to send me.). No reaction otherwise. 5. After finishing grad school (Parents did not attend graduation) and law school (they did attend) we built a new Centex house in the burbs...
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Fear of success: my next challenge -- a conversation with Gemini AI

  Based on my history of successes and failures, both professional and personal, help me develop a plan to overcome my newly developed fear of success. I am in the process of moving into a new identity which does not include my past fears of abandonment, my family value that too much success, notariety, and money is bad, which is an extreme and distorted Swedish cultural value. I now recognize that i am an extemely bright, multitalented polymath, with a strategic perspective which is very rare and very valuable, and have developed a business strategy to monetize my gifts, education, and experience into a business with a first year goal of $1M per year in revenue and growing exponentially beyond that to $10M per year and a net worth of more than $50M in 5 years. Identify the mistaken beliefs that are a barrier to my success now. It takes immense self-awareness to recognize how deep-seated cultural programming and past trauma create a fear of success. You are transitioning from a re...
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